Aww, I want to go off on a trip alone somewhere...
I’m having Thai food tonight.
I just want to laugh, I just want to be kind, but it hurts.
When I’m in Selfish Mode, I can’t even accept the kindest words.
I hate that part of myself.
Selfishness is a serious illness with no cure.
If I gave up it would make things a lot easier, but I can’t give up because if I did that, I would hate myself a lot more often.
So today I’m going keep on to living my life with everything I’ve got.
Acting spoiled is forbidden.
I’m giving it everything I’ve got so I can love myself, who has lived with everything she had up until today.
Oh, I wish my heart was less clumsy...
I’d also like to be buff...
And I’d also like silky hair...
I want to go to Thailand.
I want to go bungee jumping.
Or sky diving.
It would bother people if I did it on the ground, so I want to yell at the top of my lungs in the sky. I want to laugh at the top of my lungs.
Be Happy.
Today’s another great day.
BYE-CHIっ.
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